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Renew Your Dream

I am thankful to the almighty God
for making me who I am
for giving my insight into the mysteries of me
for my vision
for this world and what I can do in it
It is big
It is grand
but at least I have vision
Woe to the man or woman who dare not dream
How low are their hopes

But as for me, I can always renew
ask for my heart's desire and believe
Hope for a dying world
I don't have to shape shift into a box to achieve
I can walk instead at turtle speed
Or gently morph like a butterfly
At my own pace and time
I live and be, I live and be.

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